...in the dark..

...in the dark..

Dark, somewhat child, I made my way home. I went to the park, avoided the park, went to the bars, avoided the bars, circled the block and ended the wandering. Walking. Alone. Dark This was my address, my apartment my home. I stop. My hand to my pocket. My key.
Out of the shadow into the lamp of the streetlight a face. A face. Lit from above, shadows outline broad, turning curls of indistinct color, perhaps a light brown. A broad brow. Eyes deep of color unknown but with a hint of reflected light. A firm straight nose crowns lips that bend softly back into the dark. Shoulders, thick and wide take the most light that fans loosely down across a rounded chest that vanishes into the dark.

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...sam and i....

...sam and i....

I am a 29 year old male that up to a month ago was secured with my heterosexual status. It was the events of one hot, steamy night that made me think twice of my sexual preference. Never had I thought I’d ever experience anything sexual with someone of the same sex. The night I’ll never forget happened about a month ago and still sits fresh in the depths of my memory. I’d had a long week and was pretty beat but figured I’d go grab a cold beer at a bar down the street from my job. I settled in a booth and ordered me a beer and watched a game on the big screen. Little did I know I would be overpowered, fucked and sucked that same night by a dark handsome stranger. The kicker was that I would actually like it.

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....party..

....party..

Dan was in his car going to a high school "party" he finally got to the driveway and notice all the cars were of most of his friends. A sigh of relif came over Dan as he knocked on the front door. Bryan opened and said hey dude! Er.. Hi Dan replied.
Dan walked in and gasped. The house was breathtaking. But he also noticed that Austin was there looking deeply in his eyes.

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....my friend's brother...

....my friend's brother...

I met Dominic at the beginning of my sophomore year of high school. The moment he entered the classroom for the first time, I felt an immediate attraction to him. I had already struggled with and accepted the fact that I was gay through out my Middle School years. Dominic was about 5’11” Dark Hair, Olive Skin, and Hazel Eyes, he was a bit chubby but his broad shoulders and defined masculine face made him appear less so.

He had moved across town and had just joined our school. I noticed that afternoon that he also boarded my bus so I knew he had to live somewhere near me. I offered him a seat with me and he accepted. We chatted.

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.....fun job...

.....fun job...

“This is the third year in a row that I’ve sat out here in this little trailer waiting for people to come out and pick a Christmas tree,” I complained through my quivering. It was a beautiful Evergreen tree farm, and they also carried Blue Spruce and White Pines. The trees were kept perfect. There wasn’t a tree out there that wasn’t perfect, and we were there to help people cut them down, wrap them up, secure them to the vehicle, and collect the money. It wasn’t bad work but it was damn cold. Sometimes, I felt like I was going to freeze my nuts off.
“Quit your whining,” Jake said. “The breeze is fresh and crisp, the millions of stars are shining brightly, and we can do whatever we want as long as we stay here.” Ben really is a good guy. We’ve been together for the three years that we have been coming to the tree farm. Not only is he great on the inside, he’s gorgeous on the outside, too. He has dark, long, straight hair and big green eyes. As I looked down his body, even in my mind, I could picture his large, defined arm muscles, thick chest, flat abs, and strong thighs. He’s such a turn on.

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....graduation gift...

....graduation gift...

After me and Kyle’s hot escapades in the locker room we fell in even more love, we both were horny all the time and pleasuring each other was no problem. We were in love, and nothing would break us apart. We hadn’t told anyone about it yet so we kept it a secret. Well it was the end of our senior year in high school when we got caught for having sex. We were getting ready for graduation the day before graduation actually started. Well me and Kyle finally got done and were so horny that we went to a secret spot hidden in the music room. Well that day was awesome we were in total heat, we couldn’t hear anything.

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..my first m2m..

..my first m2m..

I lived with my parents next door to a boy and his parents, we went to the same schools over the years and were just good friends. He was a couple years older than me but, both our parents worked so we would hang out together, watch TV or movies, listen to music, invent projects...just ordinary guy stuff. I had always been sexual and when by myself would always love to get naked and masturbate but always with a girl as my fantasies never even though of guys in that way.

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...preteen...

...preteen...

So I left off with fucking Darrell’s ass for the first time that was fun. But the next day sucked . Darrell is 3 years older then me so of course when we were around all his friends he would kick the crap out of me to impress them.
Anyway he punched me really hard in the stomach and usually I would just take it but not on that in front of every one I kicked him in the balls as hard as I could. Please remember he was bigger then me. He went to the ground and started to cry all his friends cheered me as I walked away I went home sat in my room and I played super Nintendo turtles in time if I recall correctly.

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...summer of 1997...

...summer of 1997...

The summer of 1997 was a time in my life which would change me forever. It is the summer when I met my first real girlfriend, and the summer when my sexuality would be skewed. I was twenty-two going on twenty-three and to my horror was still a virgin. I was your typical youth; I was in to experimenting with drugs, alcohol, and sex. Believe me I had my share of the first two and was working on the third.
I had two girlfriends who were just that, friends. One of them I had been intimate with, but had never gone all the way. We just did a little petting and some oral sex. This was fun but left something to be desired. I guess this was the point where I developed my fascination with "eating pussy." I can tell you this, my wife loves it, but that's another story.

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...i love it..

...i love it..

I had just graduated from school, as happy as i was, i so worried about tommorow and what it would bring. i was so stressed about college, my own job and my future, i could barely enjoy my graduation party...

A few days later i went to the mall to hang out with some friends, they brought somebody new from the other county, he was a a feminin looking guy, long black hair, brown eyes, and was about my height. he didnt talk much until later that night when we were alone, my buddies had seperated from us to go grab some beers. we started to hit it off, we was really cool, he became my friend. but suddenly he started talking about his sexual intrests, and started talking about how he was gay and liked rubbing cocks together, honestly at the time i was straight but was strangely aroused at the thought of my hard dick rubbing the head of another guys penis. after talking a little bit he looked into my eyes to see my reaction, and suddenly kissed me ever so gently, as he started to pull away i grabed him and kissed him back, we got so into it that we were making out on the ground. we then relized we were in a public place, so we headed to my car and back to his place.

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...first time bj..

...first time bj..

I remember the first time I had ever been given a blowjob, It was a normal, wet, British day, and me and my girlfriend couldn't get a house to ourself, but wanted a a bit of fun.
So we decided to venture into the woods near to my house.

It was about 12am and we decided to meet in the field by me, we walked down my local river when it started to rain, badly. So we ventured into the trees, after about 5 minutes of searching we found a relatively warm and sheltered spot, and decided to set up camp there.

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..my neighbor...

..my neighbor...

My name is Carlos. Ive lived in the same house for over 20 years. Ive seen neighbors come and go over that time, so i didnt see a point in making friends with them if i knew they were going to leave within a year tops. But Mr.Roberts was different. He bought the house to the left of us lived there for 3 years then decided to buy the one to the right of us. I thought it was strange but hey, he was close by so who cares.

Since he moved in he's always been nice to us. After he remodeled his first house he would invite me to go and see it. He smelled very very good all the time, even when he was doing yard work he had an aroma that always got to me. Now, im not gay but theres something about him that just gets me very curious. Curious to the point where i want to ravige him wenenver its only me and him in his house.

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...so young...

...so young...

During a football game between two of the finest sporting schools in the country, one of the players on the winning team, Jake, was trying immensely hard to keep his stiffening cock within his short little silk shorts. Everyone would notice if he got a boner on the field and he would never be able to live it down. He was aiming on tagging one guy, Scott, from the opposing team. Jake couldn't let him out of his sight, or from his side.

Jake was watching Scott run when he first saw it - through Scott's footy shorts he had a massive cock bouncing back and forth and it was noticeable. Jake instantly got a boner and had to tuck it under his jock band. He kept staring at him for the remainder of the game, wishing he could just freeze time and suck the shit out of his massive dick.

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..boy rape...

..boy rape...

At the age of forty and being overweight I find that even though I want sex often my wife off twenty two year’s is not interested anymore, once upon a time we were very active and experimented in all kinds of things, which is how I learned I liked my ass to be internally stimulated. Done right I could even cum without touching my dick. Tracey (my wife) used to like using a small strap-on cock and fucking me as I jerked off, but all this stopped about ten years back, these days I find I just sneak quick wank’s in the shower to relieve my stress tension and sexual urges. This all changed when I was prowling the internet while my wife was out shopping,

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...threesome....

...threesome....

Ralph, Walter, and Kelly are three accountants who are in their mid to late twenties. They are so much alike that many think they are brothers but they are not. They are all around five ten and one hundred seventy pounds, and they excercise and keep themselves very trim and fit. They have lived together since they were in college.

They had come out to my place for a long weekend and to tell me they wanted to take a year long leave of absence to sail their boat around the world. The four of us were in my recreation center and I was surprised to find out that they had not done much anal sex, just playing around some with some dildos. I asked them about it and they said that when they moved in together they were all still dating other guys and were scared of STD"s, and then they stopped dating other guys and it just kind of never came up. One of the stable hands came by and said, "You guys are missing out. I just plain love it!"

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...boy slut..

...boy slut..

My name is John I am now thirty two quite slim, live alone and have a thing for women’s panties, I just love to wear them under my clothes and have a large selection of thongs and other types of panties and I want to tell you how this has changed my life completely. When I was a teenager me and my best mate Tommy used to have what we called play time. This involved us both sitting around in just our boxer’s watching porn films and masturbating together, it was nothing gay but I did love to see him cum he always shot loads of sperm all over his chest and stomach and this was always enough to get my spunk flying.

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...love of my life...

...love of my life...

I stroked his unclothed chest gently as we lay down watching the movie. It was his favourite and although I didn't much care for it, I knew he did and knowing he was happy made me happy.

"Do you love me?" I asked, although I knew the answer. It had been 5 years on and off and though our relationship showed toxicity it was the strongest love two people could possibly share especially for 20 year olds. I had known him my whole life and he was definitely a worthy friend and a true companion.

"Baby, you know I love you" he replied looking at me and smiling. He had a beautiful smile and pastel blue eyes with a tanned complection. His hair was dark with thick ropey curls and his body was magical.

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...the long road p15...

...the long road p15...

Kyle awoke suddenly in a cold sweat, sitting bolt-upright. He got up, went into the bathroom and ran a cold washcloth over his face. Looking at his reflection in the mirror, he noticed the dark circles starting to form under his eyes.

It was the dream again. The same dream he had every night for a week. He was running everywhere, searching. But who or what he was searching for eluded him. He stopped and asked everyone he came in contact with, but no one would help him. Time was running out. A feeling of dread started building within him. If he didn't find who or what he was looking for soon, it would be too late. He splashed more water on his face then went into the kitchen for a glass of pineapple juice.

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...the long road p14...

...the long road p14...

Kyle pulled into the driveway and saw Jay sitting on the steps. "What are you doing here?" he asked, getting out of the jeep.

"I just came to pick up some things. I didn't want to do it without you being here."

"I appreciate the courtesy." He hit the button on the garage door opener. "I boxed everything up except your work clothes. They're hanging in the guestroom closet. I didn't want them to get wrinkled or anything. Your socks, t-shirts, shorts and underwear are in those two boxes over there." He pointed to the boxes. "Your laptop is in the closet as well. Everything from the studio is still up there."

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...the long road p13...

...the long road p13...

Hi, this is Kyle. I'm not able to take your call right now, so please leave a message and I'll get back to you as soon as possible." BEEP.

"Kyle, this is Karin. Please give me a call when you get a chance. Thanks. Bye for now." She hung up. "Well, that's strange."

"What's strange?" Denise asked.

Karin sat on the couch, snuggling up to her lover. "Kyle changed the message on his answering machine."

"So?"

"It just says `This is Kyle', nothing about Jay." She responded, puzzled.

"I wonder what's going on."

"Well, there's one way to find out." She picked up the phone and dialed.

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...the long road p12....

...the long road p12....

A few days later...

"Murphy's Mortuary, you stab `em, we slab `em." Andy said, answering his cell phone.

"You're very funny." Kyle responded, sarcastically.

"What's up?" Andy asked.

I've decided to go see Jay. I talked with Dr. Curtis and he's off the critical list. I'm just not sure what to say." Kyle responded.

"Well, how about starting out with `I love you', and follow up with `I want to try to work things out'."

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...the long road p11...

...the long road p11...

The phone rang. "Hello?"

"Is Kyle Matthews in, please?"

"This is Kyle Matthews."

"Mr. Matthews, this is Dr. Curtis, calling from County General."

Kyle's heart leaped into his throat. A million things went through his mind, none of them good. Has something happened to Kim, Bryan or the twins? He wondered, slightly frightened. He never even considered the possibility that the call might have something to do with Jayson.

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...the long road p10..

...the long road p10..

He felt weak. He couldn't move his arms or legs very much. His head, chest, and right shoulder hurt like hell. He was surrounded by strange voices. Slowly and with a great deal of effort he was able to open his eyes.

"Well, back among the living I see. You gave us quite a scare. We almost lost you, but you'll be okay now." The nurse said.

"Where am I?" he asked.

"You're at County General Hospital." A Dr. said, coming into the room. "You were attacked and stabbed several times. You lost almost a quarter of your total blood volume. Fortunately your blood type is the most common of all, and we had an ample supply on hand."

An unreadable look crossed Jay's face as he digested that information. "Why am I restrained?"

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...the long road p9

...the long road p9

The following week, a weary Kyle returned home from a very long, hard day at work. Within five minutes of arriving home there was a knock on the door. Wonderful he said to himself just what I needed, someone going door-to-door trying to sell stuff or get money for some cause. All attempts to get the school board to reinstate his club were in vain. He pointed out to them that some of the students' grades had dropped since the cancellation of the club. A member of the school board even had the audacity to blame him for the decline in grades, inferring that he was a totally incompetent teacher. But that wasn't the only thing on his mind. It would be the first time in five years that nobody was waiting for him at home to wish him a happy birthday. He never felt so alone in his life. He pictured is thirtieth birthday to be a fun-filled evening, ending with a night of really hot sex with Jay. Irritated, he stormed over to the door and threw it open.

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..the long road p8....

..the long road p8....

Tommy and Andy contemplated the events of the evening as they relaxed at home.

"I wish I knew what to do or say to help him. I know he's hurting, but..." Tommy said, sadly, shrugging his shoulders to indicate his helplessness.

"I do too. I wonder why Jay did it. He's so much in love with Kyle that he's all he could talk about." Andy responded, puzzled. "I only know of one way to find out." He grabbed the phone and dialed Jay's number. "Strange."

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...the long road p7...

...the long road p7...

Jayson sat on the park bench, his head in his hands, hot tears burning his cheeks. "Oh, God, what have I done?" His heart broke. "If only I hadn't taken that fucking job, then I never would have gotten myself into this mess."

He remembered the day he took the job with the FBI. It was a risk, he knew. If his sexuality had been known, his security clearance would never have been granted and he wouldn't have the job he loved more than anything in the world. Or used to until Kyle entered his life.

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...the long road p6...

...the long road p6...

Kyle stood looking out the window at the waves crashing on the beach. The storm that was raging outside seemed like a direct reflection of his inner turmoil.

Where did I go wrong? He asked himself. He felt empty inside. The house felt empty. He turned and started walking through the house. His footsteps resounded in the emptiness. His mind wandered back, back to that day, less than a week ago when he came home early from work and found Jayson having sex with another guy.

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...the long road p5...

...the long road p5...

As soon as Karin walked through the door, she yelled out to her lover, "Honey, I'm home!"

"Hi sweetie, how was your day?" Denise came out of the kitchen and gave her lover a hug and kiss.

"Same shit, different diaper. I was so busy doing everyone else's work I wasn't able to get my own done."

"Have you tried talking to your supervisor about it?"

"She's the one making me do all this work, but that's enough about my work. How was your day?"

"It was great. I signed three new accounts today."

"That's wonderful, Denise. This calls for a celebration." Karin cried excitedly.

"What did you have in mind" Denise replied as she snuggled up to Karin on the couch.

"How about dinner and a movie or we can go out dancing, whatever you want."

"It's only five o'clock, plenty of time to throw a party together and invite everybody."

"Why would you want to throw a party on such short notice? It'll be hard to get people to come." Karin replied a little confused.

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...the long road p4...

...the long road p4...

The following evening Bryan arrived to look over Jay's pictures and was totally amazed by them. "These are some of the best I've ever seen. Would you mind if I borrowed these? I'd like to show them to a friend of mine."

"I guess." Jay and Bryan spent the evening looking over and discussing each photograph in detail. Kyle grabbed his guitar and provided a soft music background for their discussion.

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...the long road p3..

...the long road p3..

A few months later, Kyle's cell phone rang. "Hey, tall, hung and hopefully horny!

"Not right now, but I'm sure I will be later." Jay joked. "When you get home, can you come up to the studio?"

"I'm just walking through the door. I'll be right up." He hung up, took his shoes off changed quickly in the bedroom then ran up the stairs.

Jay got up from the desk and went over to Kyle as he came through the door and gave him a hug and a kiss. "How was your day?"

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..the long road p2...

..the long road p2...

Kyle murmured sleepily as he carefully got out of bed so that he wouldn't wake his sleeping lover. He threw his robe on and slipped out of the room and into the kitchen where he proceeded to make breakfast.

He slipped quietly back into the bedroom, breakfast tray loaded with delectables. He waved a steaming cup of wassail under Jay's nose. As the aroma of his favorite holiday beverage slowly registered in his brain, he stretched, yawned and opened his eyes to see Kyle standing before him wearing nothing but a ribbon and bow around his neck. "Now that's a sight I love waking up to."

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...the long road p1....

...the long road p1....

Jay looked up from his computer as he heard the side door close. "Hey, Baby. How was your day?

Kyle dropped into a chair, looking down at the floor, not saying a word, which was highly unusual for the outgoing, happy-go-lucky Kyle. Jay knelt at Kyle's feet. "What's wrong, baby?" Kyle looked at Jay, noticeably upset as he handed him a letter.

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Preteen Lovers Story...

Preteen Lovers Story...

Emily, dressed in her favourite tee shirt and short skirt, was on her way to stay the night at a friend’s house. She had a backpack with her overnight things and a change of clothes in, along with her favourite teddy bear.
Her Mum and Dad were off to the theatre and wouldn’t be home till late so Emily had arranged a sleepover with her friend. Her Mum had wanted to drop her off in the car but she had begged to walk to the friend’s house to show her independence and her Mother had given in because it was getting late and she was rushing around to get ready.

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...ann and his son...

...ann and his son...

"Mother!" exclaimed David as he walked softly into the bedroom and closed the door behind him. "What did he do to you?" Ann at first didn't hear him, and she continued to lie naked on the bed. David walked over to her and touched her nakedly trembling shoulder, his own concern for her well-being the only thing on his mind at the moment. She didn't appear to be hurt, and that at least was a good thing. When Ann felt the hand on her shoulder, she jumped, thinking it was either Larry or Roy, but when she saw it was David, she was instantly embarrassed but did nothing to hide her nakedness from her son. "D ... David," she stammered. "W ... what a ... are you d ... doing here?" she asked between her sobs. : "I came up here to see if you needed any help. I saw what happened in the living room, and I saw Dad's boss follow you. I'm sorry, Mother.

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..billy and mom..

..billy and mom..

One summer Saturday, shortly after my first year of college, I returned home from a noon racquetball game to find my Mom washing her car. I winced as I recalled I had promised to do this for her before my game. I ran up the driveway, dropped my stuff and started apologizing. "Forget it, " she said, "I'm kind of used to your scatterbrains. Honestly, I don't know how you make it in college." I picked up a sponge and started helping her. It was a hot, muggy day and I was still dressed in the nylon shorts I had worn to play racquetball. My t-shirt was discarded in favor of gaining a tan. Soon sweat was glistening off my torso. "Say, " my Mom said approvingly, "Have you been working out? You look like you've developed a mighty fine body." I looked up at my mom, surprised that she'd mention something like that. She was leaning across the hood, eying me appreciatively. She was also dressed in shorts and a white dago-T. This top gaped open, revealing the tops of her perky little breasts. Trying not to ogle her too much, I mumbled something about lifting at school, then went back to washing. We finished up and I started collecting the buckets and sponges as Mom hosed off the car. As she swished the water back and forth, she inadvertently sprayed me.

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..that boy aaron..

..that boy aaron..

Lessons In Love By Dreemluvr Chad Jensen was looking forward to tonight. The 13 year old was having his best friend, Aaron, spend the night. But that wasn't the best part. Aaron was bringing a couple of his Dad's magazines he found in the garage. Magazines that Aaron said, would give you a big time boner. Not quite to the age of being with girls, Chad found himself in the normal young teen transition time when your hormones are starting to explode and having the only outlet be your own hand. So many times he's masturbated by just fantasizing, but tonight, he'd have some hot pictures to use. Plus Aaron would be joining him.

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